"Why? Why would you choose to stay away from the one thing you can do...you love to do?"
Calm down, I hear you and I understand your astonished bewilderment. If it makes you feel any better, I did touch material this week. I reveled in my scattered stash and played with the colors. Took stock and made promises to myself (ulterior promises) to stay away from acquiring anything further for the forseeable future.
I cleaned up quite a bit and put away, sorted, folded, re-folded, color-coded and stacked all of the loose bits here and there, and consolidated a literal mountain of fat quarters, cut yardage, leftovers, scraps and stash leavings, which had commandeered living space over the last year.
Yes, I've reclaimed the library - and found an upholstered chair in there!
Boy, do I need to get the sewing 'room' re-established!
For the better part of the last 16 months, I have planned, daydreamed, schemed, plotted, and salivated over reorganizing and rearranging the area I've claimed for sewing space (ulterior motive). Even going so far as to move the portable wall and add a larger, more stable table to work on.
I even went to the extreme of beginning the cleaning process necessary to maneuver everything else around the reorg just to make the whole dream a reality! Then....I ran out of steam.
Why? Oh, I don't know. A million reasons (or just one really apt reason).
It's that darned "l" word.
I suppose I just need someone to give me a really solid, painful kick in the bottomside to get me moving in the right direction again.
But, besides the reason(s) keeping me from accomplishing what it is I want (and need) to do, there are the excuses; and we all know excuses are far worse than reasons - trumped up or legitimate. So this week, I decided to kick myself in the derriere and get moving.
Baby steps I grant you, but movement forward is better than no movement at all, right?
Now that I can see the mountain of material that needs putting away - back into its proper space - I am more determined than ever to attack the sewing area reorg (which means I would have to completely overhaul the entire lower level to make it happen - another ulterior motive)!
As soon as I return from my coming Grandma-mission, I intend to dive in and get it done - lock, stock, and barrel!
I hear you - and no...that wasn't an excuse, but it is an ulterior threat!